Category: Infertility

Another Step

Do you ever feel like you’re running an endless marathon? Or maybe every time something gets checked off the to-do list two more things get added? That has been me lately so the blog has been a bit behind on posts but without further ado, here is a short FET update! (more…)

A New Calendar

The IVF process has shown me that I have absolutely zero patience. Everyday spent not taking a pill or doing an injection feels like it drags on and on. I’m starting to sound like I have an addiction… (more…)

It’s About Damn Time

Life sure can be infuriating. When you’re trying to get pregnant you would think the last thing you want to see is AF, but nope. In order to try to get pregnant again I have to sit around and wait for this ridiculous biological function to happen. And of course, it didn’t want to happen. (more…)

Post D&C Appointment

Have you ever looked forward to an event as if it were Christmas day? Have you ever been so distraught over having to go somewhere that you would rather be in close proximity to a spider? (I’m terrified of pretty much all bugs.) I felt these things all at once when having to face our post D&C appointment with Dr. Fisch.  (more…)

There Once Was A Girl..

Crazy people writing open letters and posting them all over the place seems to be the thing to do and I seem to be crazy so here we go. Here’s my take on an open letter.. (more…)

Feeling Like A Bitter Old Hag

Okay not really but pretty darn close! We are only on the first week of February and 2016 is already shaping up to be the most difficult. But life is all about finding light in the darkness, right? (more…)


Thursday afternoon Paul and I went back to Dr. Fisch’s office for our D&C. I tired to work that day but really just cried on and off in my office. I do accounting which is depressing enough as it is.  (more…)

Dealing With Loss

I wrote down in my planner that I was going to write a follow up post after seeing Dr. Adashek about our weird band thing going on. I was happily planning out how to write that nothing is wrong and that I was being silly for worrying so much. But our day went quite differently. (more…)

Baby Troubles

We had our second and final ultrasound with our infertility doctor, Dr. Fisch. We went in feeling excited to see our developing baby. The vag-cam is put into place and we see more than we were expecting. (more…)

Progesterone In Oil

These things are what nightmares are made of!
These things are what nightmares are made of!

After finding out that the Endometrin was irritating my cervix and causing me to bleed I decided I needed a different form of progesterone. Now every night I get these lovely progesterone in oil injections and this is what they look like. (more…)